Current Mood: half-awake only...
So I'm at the lab since I'm working Saturdays here all day... and I finished one of the tasks on my to-do list and thought, well before continuing on to the following ones, I'll just take a break and read a little. I was about to go to this spot where there are trees and stone benches but it was really sunny. So then I remembered my favorite spot in school. It's this sort of hallway with trees and more stone benches on the side. There there's my favorite tree and bench under it. So I just lied there, first checking to make sure there were no tiny red bugs which like to hang around in stone benches, and I do not know why, they're made of stone bugs! But yea, so I just lied there and had my book in my hand (currently, 'The Joy of Living' by Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche, which is essentially a Buddhist book, but it's really cool cuz it talks about how Buddhism and Science intersect) and well I've read about 50 pages in and wanna keep reading it constantly, but I'm regularly so tired, and that apparently wasn't different just now, esp cuz of the nice cool shade under the tree, me lying on top of the nice cool stone, and with the nice cool wind on an otherwise hot day, well I just closed my eyes thinking I'd enjoy the moment, when soon enough I had entered the sleeping realm... well not sure if I dreamt but it was certainly enjoyable. It's a really nice day outside, glad I got to taste at least a little of it, and I do hope I'll get some more of it when I'm done with work.
I got Mariam's party tonight, which honestly I'm not feeling really in the mood of going. Socializing takes A LOT of energy from me, and as it is apparent I do not have much of that lately. I'll prob just be quiet around watching people be on their merry ways and I guess they'll make me laugh. Hopefully no one minds my quiet ways... even if I end up reading a book, or more likely, falling asleep -__- ...
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